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Moving On

I had hoped for different things; I had been promised different things.  All said & done, it was a cold kind of affair & I came to realize that I was little more than a body filling a space.  I suppose it is a little naive but, I still believe in magic, in fairytales, in romance, & the energy that is all around us.  I crave these things; I need these things just as surely as I need to breathe.  It is with these thoughts in mind that I now choose a different path.  Today, I release you because I never really had you anyway.  I release myself because you didn’t really care if you had me.  I choose to seek out the light instead & open myself up to those who crave my attentions.

NYE.

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fetish, goth, industrial, lithium dolls

I wore myself out hostessing a secret underground fetish event helping people get their New Years off to a bang.  Can’t talk much about it other than to say it was a blast!

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baby noir, dolltronica

I finally did the obligatory baby bump pics.  I still think it’s a weir thing to do but, we did some really creative & cool things with it.  One day, my little prince Noir will get to know what he looked like before he was even born & just how interesting & strange his mama is.  Hope he likes them.

Dolls For Christmas

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collectible dolls, dolltronica, parties

The Dolls (including several collectible dolls) got to be together for the holiday season so we did what any respectable doll would do & invaded a Christmas Eve party.  It was so amazing getting to be together again.  I missed those Dolls!

Hunting for the Disco Witch

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dolltronica, radio, return of the disco witch hunt

I got to be on my old radio show tonight to plug our new upcoming album.  I am a little rusty on the radio but, it was really fun!

If you ever have a chance to check out Return of the Disco Witch Hunt, it is a damned good show.  Do it!

Dreams & Digital

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dolltronica, lithium dolls

It can be hard to let go of such a beautiful dream but, at some point, you have to realize that it was never more than a dream.  It’s time to focus on real goals, my own adventures, & getting down to some serious mischeif with the dolls.  Things are going well with record sales & getting our album finished.  These are things that are real & as outlandish as they seem, more real to me than any “normal” life ever could be.

The Following

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lithium dolls, mexico, sweden

We just got our sales statements back from last quarter & were surprised to find that outside of the US, our following in Mexico & Sweden is pretty high.  I guess we know where our first out of the country stops are going to be on future tours.  What fun!

Rage

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lithium dolls

There’s blood on my hands again

but, the sin is all yours

My soul is tainted by what you have done

I can never live this down

I can never live this down

 

There’s blood on my hands again

I hate you for all of your lies

My heart is broken by what you have done

I can never believe you now

I can never believe you now

 

There’s blood on my hands again

I’m trapped with no way out

You have no guilt for what you have done

I can never live this down

I can never live this down

 

No fear

No shame

No one

To Blame

No Guilt

Just pain

No cares

Just loss

Give back the life you have taken

 

Creation

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creating music, lithium dolls

When there aren’t words enough for what I’m feeling, & only deaf ears to hear them anyway, I create music.  It is the reflection of my soul & the bridge that closes the gap between you & me.