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Moving On

I had hoped for different things; I had been promised different things.  All said & done, it was a cold kind of affair & I came to realize that I was little more than a body filling a space.  I suppose it is a little naive but, I still believe in magic, in fairytales, in romance, & the energy that is all around us.  I crave these things; I need these things just as surely as I need to breathe.  It is with these thoughts in mind that I now choose a different path.  Today, I release you because I never really had you anyway.  I release myself because you didn’t really care if you had me.  I choose to seek out the light instead & open myself up to those who crave my attentions.

Dreams & Digital

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It can be hard to let go of such a beautiful dream but, at some point, you have to realize that it was never more than a dream.  It’s time to focus on real goals, my own adventures, & getting down to some serious mischeif with the dolls.  Things are going well with record sales & getting our album finished.  These are things that are real & as outlandish as they seem, more real to me than any “normal” life ever could be.

Rage

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There’s blood on my hands again

but, the sin is all yours

My soul is tainted by what you have done

I can never live this down

I can never live this down

 

There’s blood on my hands again

I hate you for all of your lies

My heart is broken by what you have done

I can never believe you now

I can never believe you now

 

There’s blood on my hands again

I’m trapped with no way out

You have no guilt for what you have done

I can never live this down

I can never live this down

 

No fear

No shame

No one

To Blame

No Guilt

Just pain

No cares

Just loss

Give back the life you have taken